Envy...harmful feeling

I m still confused...Y people having envy feelings....Y we cannot stand with other happines..y we are so mean? Never got the answer for the simple question y people feel happy when others do not do well...ain't we statisfied with what we are having? Y we look at others...y we compare ourself with others...? If we stop doing or feeling all this things, if we stop giving importance to others works we will be fine...what the hell they are for us...we are to do our best...n I know I m doing my best....

Need for writing

This is my first blog and I m little conscious wht to write so as per my frd suggestion got the topic "Need to write". I literally feel every person can moderatly write their feelings...n strongly feel writing n reading will definately help to grow personally, mentally n morally. Once i was very depressed, i took the pen n paper and poured my all feelings in that paper...i was crying and writing but when i was in last para automatically I was smiling...the curve in my lips changed in upward direction...that time I was aware of the power of writing...u truly dont need a physical existent friend..writing will compensate that.