It's been a long time

 Today I realised once upon a time I was a blogger who some where lost in this busy life. I was always passionate about writing but lost that spirit, after years I am writing something and this is giving me happiness and some special kind of joy. 

I use to enjoy the writing, fonts, new vocabularies, always searching for the topic to write but today after many years don't have topic just writing the random thoughts 🧐. 

Gaining the life experience ( little bit 😉 only) I surely tell to my friends give a second chance to your hobbies it will give you more happiness than before. We all some where lost our likings, our interest, our hidden talents which we never wanted any one to know. Now it's time for us to take that desire, hope, likings, hobbies, interest whatever name you give to take out which we kept or lost somewhere within ourselves...take it out not to show to others but for your self and you will definitely relive the moment which we erased from my mind. Hoping to continue this beautiful part of me and keep on writing.

My baby - my life

"Mamma Mamma" my day starts and ends with this word. the best thing of my life when I saw my baby for the first time he was so small, so delicate, so adorable. when he was born the girl in me disappeared and the mature, sensible lady with in me appeared. He and me, we both are two now...he taught me to be more patience, more caring, emotional, more active, more dedicated...he makes me feel complete. he changed me as a person from inside and definitely from outside too.
           some times mother duty is tiresome job, that sleepless nights, restriction, time bounds, not available with friends all the time and when child was not doing well he makes me more desperate. every single hour, single minute, single second I have to ready to face challenges 

Reminiscence

It’s a nostalgic time. Bringing back to my mind about my mobiles….now I m with my fourth handset and its time to give word of appreciation for my old three beautiful, helpful mobiles.

My first mobile it was Nokia 2600. First, one is the first one; do not know much about cell phones and their functionality…so dumb even do not know how to create

the contacts (bas abb isse jyada apne tarif nahi karunge) whatsoever but this piece truly helped me a lot. In fact helped at the time when everyone enjoyed his or her deep sleep at the night time, use to give a call to maa after coming back from unusual shift. My first phone cost me around 4000 bugs do

not have much apps in it, but it was a color mobile with radio (that time much more than anticipated). Accompanied me in my goods and in my bad for 1.5 years. Lost this piece in a friend’s party.

After Nokia, it was time for Samsung J-600 a simple, sleek and

beautiful piece…truly ladies piece with feather touch option. Now with better technologies bought a phone with camera, MP3 and Blue tooth option. The only long running phone in my list, which has given service for three plus year. This piece is still with me but in aged condition…poor piece just counting the days… :( I spent around 6000 bugs’ for this gorgeous piece.

Became technoholics and bought Samsung galaxy pop, an android phone…the apps are suitable for me not to advanced and not too plain. The world was in my hand with the ANDROID, Apps Downloading, Face book, Google, G talk and many more options. Just the right piece in my sort. As the technologies are getting better, the ranges are also varying from four to 6 to 9 plus. Galaxy knows all my secrets shared with my near and dear one. God has once shown me indication to be watchful with this cell when I first misplaced it in an auto but fortunately got my cell back but as saying is there “all days are not the same”, unfortunately, second time the auto was not lucky for me and lost my secret holder.

Ongoing the Samsung legacy bought another same brand cell…this time with dual Sim with touch option but having nominal features. Still adjusting with this piece, hard to overcome with the last one but finally got realization that mobiles are primary useful for communications.

Ufff Shopping!!!

Yuppie!!! Done shopping after long time. Oops!!! Need to clarify that I m not shopaholic but mm like doing shopping. Bet my cash everyone likes shopping, is any one there who contradict me??? So many things, so many varieties to acquire but wallet always hold you back :)

Discounts, new stocks, festive season offers, cash prize, gift prize and gift voucher so many ways to lure the customer. Soft spoken sales persons mesmerize u to feel like that you can beat any top model in the world…compelling way of showing the stuff. Attention-grabbing mannequin and they really try hard to fool the customers with their dark complexions (mm some of the statues), skinny structure (every statue) and those artificial hair dos. You fail to remember about the time while shopping, an hour shopping extend to 2 or 3.

Shopping spree does not stop until you trial it for at least one time after coming back to home. Whatever but ultimately enjoyed shopping and my wallet too feels relaxed and got some free space after paying the bills.

Balloon, kid and me....

The day I never forgot in my life, it was hectic day, with full of dissatisfaction, displeasure, doubting about consent, loads of pending works, et al...If I keep on this; my dictionary will lack the synonyms. Nonetheless, one thing happened from which I realized there are much more complexities in life. My work stress, displeasure, my dissatisfaction feeling all went away when I got the job of carrying a balloon safely that it could not blow up and the small kid that is sitting in her mother's lap will not feel heartrending. The 2 hours of negative thoughts while travelling back to home in bus; all vanish in that 10 minute of auto ride. Small baby with her maa and me sharing the same auto when due to space constraint kid's mother asked me to carry the balloon and precised the consequences if faulty that balloon will burst than the tear from kid will not stop until she go to bed. That was the hectic task for me, my full concentration was on that balloon and little angel's concentration was on me...that time imagined her as a boss and was feeling scary with her looks. I was just praying to Almighty that they would get down as early...Finally the parting moment came, mother got the chance to teach gratitude and asked her daughter to say thanks for carrying the balloon carefully. kid replied was so shocking for me and felt all my effort was wasted when she said, "Mama I didn't liked this balloon...ide bavvaledu (this is not nice)"

Topic without topic

Bac !!!!!!!! Always amused...the question always stumps me is what to write? But this time I thought whether its possible to write with out any specific topic...Hmm there are genius who can continue without any precise topic but I will not consider myself in that list. I know the power of writing but writing any thing without pertain topic is what I am doing now and fatally I too dont know why I am doing this. I apprehended myself without words, ideas, thoughts....its blank. Too difficult to catch any idea and to continue with that.....so before giving chance to others to turn up with any negative notion about me, its better to stop here.

My journey to home

I was exciting that day, was leaving sharp at 3:30 P.M. from office feeling to reach home as soon as early....was so exhausted wanted to go back home and take some respite but unfortunately its started showering heavily, waited for while to get the rain stop and for my goodness it ends in 15 min. Got the bus up to Koti, lucky enough to get the seat also and from there onwards my journey started...Bought the ticket and made my self comfortable in the seat, rearranged my messy bag and cell phone and taken the book out to read. I was completely involved my self in the pages of Namesake and suddenly bus stops...thought I was some where in Jubilee hills but it was Madhapur, the time was 4:15 P.M. again leaned back and continued the line which I left....Finished good number of pages but I was still in check post, the time was 4:40 P.M. and I got the reason why Mr. and Mrs. Ganguly kept their son name "GOGOL" ( for those who get confused. these are the characters of Namesake ) and the real traffic starts from there, it took 10 min to bus driver to cross the signal.

I was feeling drowse so kept the book inside and by no time my eyes get closed and when got up I was still in Masab tank but that 20 to 25 minutes nap was the best thing in the day. Some how I reached Abids and time was 5:15 P.M. and it was raining, I tried my level best with my duppata to save my self being drenched but thiness of duppata was not sufficient for that precipitation. Got my second bus up to Dilsukhnagar and again lucky to get the window seat, I settled down my self and taken out my ear phones to enjoy some music. traffic was terrible from Abids to Koti....the time was 5:35 P.M. and the bus was full to capacity, People were standing....its raining outside, all the windows were closed to stop the water to come inside the bus.....There is no magic in the air just the exhale of carbon dioxide. We are still in between Abids and Koti, I and my fellow commuters all were desperate to reach our respective destination. we reached koti, the depressed fellows who were standing are now busy to occupy the vacant seats. Now the time was 6:00 P.M., the bus started from koti but the road was fully packed with automobiles, there was no alternative other than to wait, and its still raining outside...I was still struggling with my ear phones to enjoy the music. Bus moves and stops with jerk, this was the constant process that time. Driver some how managed. The time was 6:35 P.M. and finally we reached Dilsukhnagar.....but still I was longing for my destination and it was yet to reach........